SERIOUSLY, when was the last time I logged into Tumblr?
Took me a couple of tries to recall my password.
Anyway, I’m just in the mood to express out my contentment towards the people I have around me. I don’t know what fate would bring me if I missed out on each of the things I did in the past.
When our loved ones fall flat on their face, it’s our job to lend them a hand and carry them back up on their feet. And when they’re strong enough to start picking up where they left off, we’d just stand by the side with a big smile of gratitude and accomplishment, and watch them as they run back to their own track, in hopes they won’t encounter the same falls.
I’m just in the precise moment to witness all those right now.
While they are having such a blissful life once again, I’m just as bliss that I was a part of making it happen.
ZDSZABSHAAANRS(:
So, everything’s over. Months felt like weeks. The first meet was like yesterday. Before I knew it, it’s 8th Jan. Well, time fleets and good times aren’t meant to last forever or it won’t be good anymore will it? Haha.
HEYYY! After much trial and error, I finally got the password to my Tumblr account. Well, it wasn’t hard to guess actually because I don’t go ‘Da Vinci’ for my passwords if you get what I mean.;)
Things have pretty much changed. In fact, so much has changed. I kept pondering of the will I have throughout the small period of time to change. Plus, it happened simultaneously and all of the sudden. I never thought I could have done it and neither did I think changing would cross my mind.
Well, I can only pretty much sum up that just as life is a surprise to us, we are a surprise to ourselves too. We always think what we thought is a great benchmark of what we’re capable of and what we would expect next in life. But in the end, we are just either baffled or surprised to experience the sudden turn of events.
For my case, I’m surprised.(: Thank God for shedding light to me about the beauty of life. If it wasn’t because of you, I wouldn’t have managed to pull it through. In fact if it wasn’t because of you, I wouldn’t even be existing here in the face of the Earth.(:
Listening to bittersweet symphony by the verve made me reflect how beautiful life is despite how painful in the butt it can be sometimes. Ahahaa.
It has been mostly about studies recently. The Mid-Semester Test is coming to give me another blissful time of midnight oil burning. Meanwhile, I’m just doing my best to maintain my grades. I’m beginning to get the hang of Fundamental Electronics and Java Programming, which means I’m on the right track because these two modules are the hardest among them all for this Semester. Heard from the lecturers students got retained due to failing either of the two. But, let’s not get carried away. I’m still weak in some areas though. So, nono self-complimenting words for now. Ahaha.
Okay so besides studying, I’ve been keeping myself occupied with music music and music! I’ve learned quite a handful of songs on keyboard and composed a few sick guitar riffs during my free time. Ahaha, it’s just my way of winding out. I see it as a reward after the mind-straining revisions. Wth.
Well, I guess this will keep the dust from lingering around my blog for a while.
It’s been such a loong loong time since i use this thing. I’ve been thinking too much. If I analogize it, it would be a networks of traffic intersection with lot of collision course. Hormone changing at its peak? Naah, Ive gone through that long ago. Maybe a once-and-for-all phase of change? Hell yeah..
Bummer, I have always tried to sleep early but to no avail. I would end up waking up few minutes after that. My body clock is screwed up.
Anyway, I just finished watching An American Crime minutes ago. It’s a re-enactment of a true story of a babysitter who was sentenced to life imprisonment due to first-degree murder of Sylvia Likens, the child she took care of. I don’t really like violent movies, those which shows lot of torturing and punishments because I find it inhumane and cold. It’s just too much for my heart and eyes to take. Ahahaa.. But yeahh.
Tomorrow’s sure going to be a fun day. Bakri, Zul and Hakim will be coming to my house tomorrow morning to prepare the food for the outing. I’m gonna expect a really loud and rough wake-up call tomorrow. Ahahaa..
Just as I thought I was running out of sick-tunes songs, I came across The Bravery’s Unconditional and The Magnetic Field’s The Dreaming Moon. Gonna put it in my mp3 later soon.((:
Yay, I just found myself a partner who knows how to talk music! We should go jamming sometimes. Cant wait for your exams to end. I will be here waiting patiently for the day to come.(;
“I need a place that’s hidden in the deep, where lonely angel sing it to your sleep”
-Keane, Atlantic
Woahh, I just love Keane. I wonder why they don’t get enough publicity in other continents apart form Britain. Then again, it’s fine enough for me because music like this are bound to be created for a small group of people, a society who appreciates music in a weird yet beautiful way.
I have come to a point whereby I really need to thank music for beautifying my life and at the same time picking me up when Im down. Keane and Coldplay is definitely one of them.
Personally, I just have this pride burning toward how I looked into music. I mean, I find myself different from the others when comes to music, which makes me feel like a unique person. Well, some people may find it strange. But who cares. And now, I feel like puking. Who would compliment themselves? Ahahaa..
Put music aside. I just realised that grocery shopping and men don’t go along that well. Bakri, Zul, Hakim and I went to NTUC to buy some stuff for the upcoming kite-flying cum picnic outing this friday. Ahahaa, Bakri and Zul kept quarreling over the stuff to buy. As usual, Bakri would end the argument with an apathetic statement like,”Go and die uhh” and “Shut up uhh”. And Zul, on the other hand, got mad by how Bakri told him off and in the end, both of them went back to square one once again. It happens all the time actually. Ahahaa, reminds me of the good old days. I have alway enjoyed watching them quarreling over something dumb. Not that I don’t bother to split them up whenever they do. It’s just their way of telling how much they love each other, in a friendship way that is. I had a good laugh whenever I recall their argument.
Ohh yeah I remember one time, which was way back to the times we were still in lower-sec, Bakri was as usual irritating Zul and Zul on the other side, were being temperamental about it. Just as Bakri had his own sweet time irritating him, Zul approached Bakri and punched him. I thought it was going to go out of hand. I already had a slight jerk on the knee, preparing to split them up. But only to know, Zul hit Bakri’s metal wristwatch. Zul shook his hand in pain and went, “Ouchouchouchouchouch” while Bakri went laughing hysterically upon his victory disturbing Zul.((:
You guys are awesome. Special freaks, beautiful people. Love ya guys.(:
Eventhough we have just met it’s kind of painful to know that you’re leaving. Really pain. Have you ever felt the heartburn before? Well not the heartburn anyone experienced after eating, but the heart burn when your loved ones are going away and never coming back. Well, not to the degree of them dying. But you get what I mean. Yeahh, I was kind of looking forward to the stuff we can do in future like kiting or rollerblading(if you blade that is) or jamming but it was short-lived. I really hoped that you’re going to continue your studies here. I wished I had known you earlier.
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Hmm, life has been really really great! It’s been all about music, games, movies, and more music, more games and more movies!
Hmm, pity that we’re living in Singapore, the place where you are surrounded with concretes. I really need to indulge nature.
I wanna lie on the grassy patch in the middle of the vast meadows while looking at the starry night playing the guitar. Nothing can out-beat the nature’s beauty. Say, put a picture of a pyramid and Niagara Falls. I would say the latter. Put WTC twin tower and the glaciers of NZ South Island. I would still fancy the latter. Hmm, I wish I could talk to nature and tell her how beautiful she is(well since beautiful is used typically for girls, I believe “she” is suitable to address it). Hmm, while those are beyond reach right now, I think I’d better off uttering “beautiful nature” hundred times so that I will be able to dream of it. And, Im gonna start now. Goodbye beautiful ones.(:
Please don’t go too soon. We still have alot to share.
Beaten tracks,
Bare foot running without looking back,
An untold fact,
Keep hold of your mask it’s becoming less intact
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Twist and hurl,
Stop the game you are making my world swirl,
No turning back,
‘Cause you’ll only see your shattered silhouette
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I got bored and decided to stop.
It’s 8:23 and I’m still awake. Ahhh, the fresh smell of the morning dew. No doubt, this is the wonder and joy of holiday, where you get to blissfully enjoy the night and call it a day in the morning with the morning breeze gracefully settling down into your nostrils.
I missed indulging nature. I wanna go Mt. Ophir once more. And I missed being fat because I shit you not it’s totally beneficial. Reason being, you are forced to join TAF club, they will organised fun outdoor activities for you and you will have a helluva trip to mountainous places. Well for my case, I got the opportunity to go Mt. Ophir. Well, its not that high really. But, it was definitely awesome! Especially once we nearing the summit. The misty clouds just ramped its way through the jungle before cloaking up the surrounding. That was the first time I got smoke coming out of my mouth. It felt like Europe or Antarctica or even.. any cold countries would do. Okay, I prefer Antarctica because its snowy and baaahh it doesn’t matter. Anyway, it was the best expedition for me ever. Well of course it is you dumbo because that was the only one time I ever climbed a mountain. Hahhh, I’m just blabbering out everything that my conscience speak of. My brain is shutting down. Noo..
I have read about lucid dreams and stuff on wikipedia and it says if you wanna dream of something you feel like dreaming, just say it verbally and mentally. It’ll will guarantee you a vacation to the place you’ve been picturing in your head.
Hmm, let me think of mine. I’m saying.. ermm, Assassin’s Creed? Nononoo, my life would be at stake with all the guards chasing me for killing some innocent stallholders.
Hmmmmm, think hard think hard. Okay, I am pretty much sure what I wanna dream of already. Goodnight/morning. (:
”..This is going to be our last song. Please do us a favour, if you don’t know the lyrics, you don’t know how to sing, you won’t sing, just please sing as loudly as you fucking can. This is Somewhere Only We Know” -Tom Chaplin
In my dream, it’s not gonna be Tom. It’s gonna be Me.
Shit, I AM talking crap right now.
See ya.
